My current fav song

Everybodys changing by david shurr (keane cover) You guys should really listen to it. At least give a try, such a really beautiful song. I gave this song to someone and I want that person to look at the lyrics and realise why I gave him that song. Till next time, toddles.

It been ages

Hey Im back! Leana is back, its been awhile since i didnt update any story on my blog. Theres so much going on in my life. Everything is gone, I lost someone who i called my lover in the past few months. We broke up because theres something bad happened to us and i dont think we can fix it back. MAYBE. I dont know but now things are going very well, we are getting closer and closer back but still things are different. We cant act like we still having a relationship, ya you know. We are only friends now, not more than that. Ya maybe we can call a bestfriend. Maybe I dont know. I went to Singapore last time and it was a beautiful city I must say but the citizen they are fucking arrogant! They are all are just a bullshits. I dont like singaporean! AT ALL OKAY. And we went down to orchard road. Only got mall a very huge mall and a small one all the way at orchard road. Singapore is such a beautiful city but with ugly people! Okay I guess maybe thats all. See you guys later thanks for reading xoxo

For you

Dear MHM,
First of all I wanna say that I'm very sorry for what happens, I am so sorry I didn't mean to hurt your feeling, I didn't mean to break your heart, I really sorry. I'm confused, I dont know what exactly you want from me my dear, you knew that I'm not your lover anymore right? But why you still act like you're my lover? I know that you love me and I know how much you love you but even though you still love me you can't treat me like this, I know that you are afraid that that you're gonna losing me, I know because I can see it in your eyes, you dont worry you are not gonna losing me because I will always be with you no matter what happen, and I will always love you because I'm still your friend dear or maybe one day we get back together, who knows right? If you have any problem can sure you share with me, dont worry okay? I hope you understand and realize after you read this, you're handsome and nice boy, you can get someone better than me, someone who can take a good care of you, someone who can be with you 24/7, someone who can hear your voice when you're sing, someone who can touch your face, someone who can make you feel loved, someone who can kiss your forehead, someone who can give you chocolate, someone who can see you every evening, someone who can hug you when you cold and someone who can make you sleep very soundly. YOU JUST DONT WORRY, I WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN, I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER THAT!

Classmates

Hey, at last boleh tunjuk kat korang my classmates,I had so much fun with all my buddy, this year mcm more fun lah kalau nak compare to last year or last two years. Tapi macam tak best lah kan if gado haih okay I think thats all.

Sweet sunday

There's nothing interesting actually haha but I just feel like wanna write something. Maybe about my life on sunday, what's going on, what's happening. Ya everything, okay first of all, I wanna tell you guys that just now I just met with my ex, ya my friend, my close friend and maybe one day can be my lover HEHE XD A a day without you is nothing haha konon such a sweet talker but that's the fact I think, I just don't like to show what I really am. But I'm not like so jiwang jiwang I'm not okay, I'm not gonna cry for stupid man, ya might one day I will but we don't know when. Okaylah not maybe but sure I will cry for someone, ya someone we love <3! The one who we love the most sure we will cry if they'll leave us right.

Tonight

Tonight I will love, love you tonight. Give me everything tonight, for all we know we might not get tomorrow lets do it tonight. Forget what they say, I want you to stay, I want you tonight. Grab somebody sexy, tell em hey. HAHA but that's not what I wanna tell you guys actually, I am so bored right now, I don't have any idea what to do. Blurrr after I met with my boyfriend, my close friend. I do love him as a friend and maybe more than that haha but I'm confused. I need all my friends, I miss them. I miss our moment, actually I don't have so many friends like you guys do, hmm I don't know why, ya I friendly what haha maybe you might think I'm not just because of my face, ya you guys might think my face look like I'm arrogant but FYI I'm not okay! If you wanna get to know me, just say like hey, hi or maybe just call my name leana or farah, we can be like close friend ya sure I'm not too choosy. Okay now I feel like something wrong happen to myself but I don't know what's that. Can you tell me? Ya I have no idea, blur and blur. I'm boring to the max, nak buat apa oiii. BORING BORING BORING! Lets have some fun and play some stupid game, wanna join me? Yeah sure but how? Hahaha stupid, joking. Today is the bored night ever, I never felt like this. This is so ridiculous. Nak buat apa, nak buat apa. Update blog? Done. Facebook? Done. Twitter? Done. Skype? Also done. Yahoo messenger? Done. What else? Ya bored. Okaylah I think the best thing I can do is sleep. Ya my bed is calling me, farah farah come to me hahaha BYEEE

My everything

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen…

You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I'm insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy



Aviation - You Were My Everything

Classmates

First of all, I wanna say you guys are the best lah weh. Always make me laugh, make me happy with you guys. Stupid evil laugh, stupid joke but I had so much fun with you guys, but tak semua yang okaylah. Ada certain yang tak okay, but do I look like I care, just ignore them. If you feel like I can't be your friend or not being nice to you so back off, I don't need you in my life, I already have my awesome friends, right buddy? Everything we do together, through all the pain and the happiness. But bukan semua okay like we plan right. Hmm yeah even close macam mana pun, backstabber still ada nak buat macam mana, thats a normal thing, we just have to ignore and just have fun. Biasalah mulut orang kita takkan boleh tutup sampai bila bila pun kan even sampai mati. Tu mulut orang, just biarkan asalkan kita HAPPY :D Oh ya this year rasa macam lain sikit kalau nak compare to last year or last two years, I'm getting close with them, you guys awesome you know, I hope kita okay macam ni sampai bila bila, ya memanglah bila dah habis sekolah semua buat hal masing masing but doesn't mean kita dah takboleh contact with each other right? Haha cerita macam dah habis sekolah padahal ada lagi one more year. Okaylah I think thats all for today, hope you guys enjoy. DAAAAAA