Missing you

I miss the very first time we met, first time you hugged me, I miss the old you. I want you to change because I really love you, you're the one who always with me no matter what happen, you always make me smile and make me feel loved. Without you my world is empty. While many people said I did not fit with you, but I do not care because I know you better than they know you. I know you can change and I will always support you from behind. Please forgive me because I always hurting you, you are such a nice boy and I really appreciate that. But I'm so sorry because I always make you sad, disappointed and leave you but I don't mean it. Actually its hard for me to let you go but I have to. I don't want to lose you, I want you to stay with me until forever. You sacrifice a lot for me and I want you to know that I appreciate everything that you did for me, you're such a great boy for me, you are not just part of my life but you are my life. I hope you will always be with me no matter what happen. No one can you replace you, things will never be the same without you, I miss your love so much, it's hard for me to say goodbye that's why I treat you like this like right now, we're not in a relationship but we act like we're in a relationship, I want you always with me.I never meant to hurt you, I'm so sorry. My world is nothing without you my dear! Please don't substitute my place with another woman, I didn't mean to leave you and let you waiting for me. But I'm just not willing to see you with another woman, do things that should you do with me. I want you to know that I love you and will always love you. I wish we can be together again!

Love,
Farah Leana